Just a dog, right?

I’ve missed a few days.  Even more on my Instagram.  But with good reason.

My baby; my 15 year old cocker spaniel, died last Friday, May 12th.

She was battling a bad case of bronchitis and we had been to the vet twice that day.  She fell asleep while looking at me in the evening.  And never woke up.   

I’ve known her for almost half my life.  She’s been my constant companion since my dad passed.  She was his constant companion before that.  He lived with us, so she was never far.

Some people don’t understand how it hurts so much for a dog.  I kinda pity those people.

I’ll get back to it soon with more readings.  But for now, I need time to be sad.  Every piece of my life was marked by a part of this damn dog.  And because of that I feel the emptiness of her departure so severely even simple actions can make me cry.

I miss you Daisy Mae.  So much.


Weekly Reading, thru May 12

Mercury retrograde ends and I feel like I’m a walking are nerve ending.  Ugh.

Meanings of the cards included may be both traditional and intuitive.

Counter-clockwise from the top: overall influence, work, love, and play.

Overall Influence:  The Tower

Yeah no surprise there.  Your internal revolution is up in arms for causes! Break the mold and don’t ever let them tell you why kind of prison you should accept as necessary.  Remember the other side are still people, and don’t be an ass.

Work:  Seven of Cups

Take your time, weigh your options, and choose carefully.  You have a lot of positive things going on, but have to refine your focus.

Love:  The Chariot

Get out and get shit done!  You’ll never find your solution by avoiding it.  Take a risk or two while you’re at it, but smartly.

Play:  Eight of Cups

Cancelled plans, lost games, lackluster results.  This is not your best week for play.